I’ve been somewhat lonely lately but it’s been because of decisions I consciously made and which I believe to be right. It’s given me perspective though.
I just spent a little time in my living room, a room I don’t frequent as much as I should, and I noticed how “me” it is. Then in my den, I noticed the same thing. They’re unique and they’re uniquely me. And it led me to wonder about values, and again, about choices.
I really want to find someone special, I think I enjoy sharing and even more, I enjoy giving. And I love being affectionate. But I guess, perhaps, I like who I am too, and I’d rather not change that.
And I wonder whether I’ll ever be able to reconcile the two.
 © Guillermo Calvo Mahé; Manizales, 2012; all rights reserved