December 27, 2012 – Trepidation
Trepidation, not quite insecurity, it hasn’t been long and everything to date has been very positive, but tomorrow I face reality square on, not quite prepared for it although I’ve bet heavily on the results, that’s the nature of days of reckoning.
The only definitive thing possible tomorrow would be negative, and if it’s not negative, then it’s still only a stage on very long road, and because of the distances involved, not the easiest road to traverse, especially on an ongoing basis. Still, yesterday, the potential benefits seemed especially worthwhile and the risks, well, they were and are really minimal. And if it succeeds, then it will give life a new meaning.
I consistently preach that nothing ventured, nothing gained, and although I’ve frequently lost the bet, I think over all I’m pretty well ahead, so … here goes.
Trepidation, not quite insecurity, … at least until the morrow.
© Guillermo Calvo Mahé; Manizales, 2012; all rights reserved